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2010-12-26T05:04:00.000-08:00

Had a great time with jiaman n jolene on xmas day!
We spent our time window-shopping and eating at orchard.
Afterwhich, we went to vivo to drink while watching the fireworks. xD
It was a great experience considering the fact that i nvr drank alcohol since like years?
Thankfully I didnt get drunk or anything. Phew... was kinda worried..
And.. im really exhausted after walking around so much with heels.
Its really torturing to wear heels and walk around. lols! but a good way to tone the legs.
Hmms.. anw, i really like the feeling of the alcohol running through my veins.
It feels nice.. xDD

Im gonna be 18 in 9mths time.
Wahahas.. after my a-levels, i can work, earn money, shop, go drinking, purchase alcohol, 4d, bet on soccer and watch m18 shows in cinemas instead of having to wait till it can be rented.
And can also know how much alcohol my body can take while at home before i go crazy when i drink outside..=D
A-levels.. A HUGE obstacle blocking my way and all the fun i want to have.
I want to go out and party all night... not mug n mug n mug.
I like to put on make-up, dress up too like ppl who have fun out there..really hate being cooped up n only studying all the time.
I like to take pictures, but not with me looking nerdy.
I want to have academic qualifications, great ones.. yet, i want to portray myself as someone who doesnt only mug, but also knows how to doll up and enjoy myself.

Cant wait for A-levels to be over! Just cant wait to enjoy my 18-yr-old life! hahas.xDD

Of course, most importantly, i pray hard to God that my mum's operation tml will be a successful one and that she will have a speedy recovery. Really love my family so much.

Hope everyone had a great christmas!~

2010-12-22T18:48:00.000-08:00

Life ahead with be tough..
Just a month ago, we accompanied my mum to the A&E as her eye fluid pressure was exceptionally high i.e about 52-55 in both eyes when the normal individuals' 10-14
We waited 6 hrs plus at the hospital before we could finally be attended by the eye doctor.
My mum was diagnosed with glaucoma and cataract and it was due to her prolonged use of steroid eyedrops which exaggerated the cataract and caused the increase in fluid pressure to eventually cause glaucoma because she is a steroid respondent.
Doc. gave her eyedrops to reduce her fluid pressure in the eyes.
They were effective n my mum's eyes look better after 1 week or 2.
Just that she cannot see clearly.. because of the cataracts.
After 1 n a half months from then till now..
Just ytd, her operation was scheduled on monday.

Hope the surgery will be a successful one and hope she recovers soon.
The hospital visits and stuff have been causing alot of money..
And has put a huge financial burden on me and my family..
Sometimes i dont reply smses to outings/ reject them is because..

Firstly, going out requires money. even if its just going out.. i need transport money.
Secondly, every weekday, at 5pm++, i need to fetch the toddler home because my mum cannot see and she fell down many times before.
Thirdly, i need to cook because my mum cannot face the heat from the stove as it will only aggrevate her condition.
Fourthly, there's another babygirl my mum is babysitting and she requires me to help her out at times.
Lastly, there are plans sometimes..like the next hospital appointment etc.. and hence i have to forgo some activities.

Sorry that i take so long to reply smses from everyone.
I do see the smses.. all the time..
Just that when everything is so unstable.. i cant confirm anything..
Often, because i worry for my mum's condition that i forbid her to do anything and i end up doing the things and house chores for her and in the end, i forgo going out to meet ppl.
Nowadaes, the money i use all come from the money i achieved throughout my years of study.. the rewards/awards.
I feel really reluctant to touch them 'cause my family will need to use them somehow.
Now i just hope she gets better and the operation on monday will be a successful one.
Every operation has risks. and because of the glaucoma, it makes things even more difficult.

Despite all these, when i go out with ppl, i will not let my mood affect me and everyone.
I will be the normal and usual me nevertheless.. so dont worry.. =D

Wishing everyone a merry christmas!
Hope you all dont blame me if i fail to give you any presents.. but u have my best wishes.
with love, sherry~

2010-11-11T03:22:00.000-08:00

today marks the end of pw.. not totally yet though..
finally, the oral presentation is over..
its both a sad thing and a relief.
well, i kinda screwed up today..
hmmms.. but i can only pray to god that everything will be ok..

its been a great journey.. though i often complain about it..
but it has been really great because of my wonderful grpmates and classmates..
as a class, we are really close and i really enjoy the time i have with my grpmates..
they are seriously what made this whole experience so bearable.

today, i broke down upon leaving the examination hall because i felt i screwed real bad..
but it was all the comforting after that that made me feel better..

i wish i can just change my mindset and take things as they come..
i want everything in my life to be as perfect as i want it to be.. be it results.. everything
i cannot accept any failure at all..
because.. i nid to support my family in the future.. i dont want them to be disappointed with me.
the tremendous stress i put myself in and the things i push myself to achieve really cause me many problems since i will value myself worthless upon any failure..
well.. the rich and well-to-do families will never fully comprehend and understand my plight..
i want to fight all out for my family to give them a better life..
and that is y my expectations for myself is forever so high..
i just cannot settle for anything lower than perfection.

anw, thankfully pw is coming to an end..
sad moments are coming too because some of us are not gonna be in the same class..
i really dont want them to leave.. one yr of togetherness.. its so hard to live without it..
i will miss them so much.. i want our class to stay tgt.. T_T
its indeed the best class and best classmates i ever had..

2010-11-01T07:22:00.000-07:00

Today marks the last day of chinese in my life..
A relief it is, yet, I have to accept the fact that Im a Chinese and its an irony not to know Chinese.
Aniwaes, the chinese paper today was difficult and i knw for myself i cannot obtain that A grade animore.. But still, im glad that everything is over.
Currently in the midst of preparing for my oral presentation..
Hmms. supposedly, we are having dry runs this whole week.. but i lost my voice.. cough,phlegm, sorethroat.. haish haish.. how to speak properly like that u tell me..

Really happy n thankful to have great classmates n an especially fun pw group with lovable groupmates...
They really bring so much joy to my life when i was really upset.. =D
It is through the time i spend on pw to perfect things here and there and allocate tasks to them n meet the datelines that keep me so busy that i have no time to think of my sadness animore..
I filled my holidaes with CIP activities, research attachments and industrial attachments and study dates to keep myself bz and simultaneously, make this holidae a meaningful one.
I wanna spend time with my classmates because i may not get to c everyone in the same class nxt yr.. i love my classmates so much so much.. and i will miss them so much..
Thank you for making my everyday so great n thank you my groupmates for making pw so fun and entertaining for me.. xDDD
love you guys~

It hurts

2010-10-17T00:00:00.000-07:00

This hurts more than anything else.. because everything from then till now..
Had been made so perfect by him.. And as though meeting him was not a coincidence.

To think that i could make my heart become steel..and be numb..
In fact, i cant.. It's still a marshmallow..
Im v easily touched just like when a marshmallow is heated over the fire, it becomes softer.. vulnerable..
I AM a girl.. and I have a soft heart.. tts a bad thing for me too.. because i get hurt easily.
Well.. im not gonna deny it this time..
It hurts.. its freaking painful and it really hurts.
But I know Im still young and i have plenty of time..
Let fate decide..

Maybe it was all just my wishful thinking..
Maybe it was just me who chose to live in a fairytale..
Maybe where he was leading me to had alwaes been my doom, but i never saw..
Maybe if he didnt lead me into it so much, i wouldnt have gone into it in the 1st place.
Empty promises, broken dreams, a woven fairytale,my unspoken words..
Do those words in the past mean what they are supposed to mean?
If they do, then everything doesnt make any sense..
One week shouldnt change so many things drastically..
One week shouldnt be a wall to distinguish between a dream and reality..
I never got to say what I always wanted to say..
But now I know that it is better not saying it..
One day, that message in one of the stars in the jar will be opened..
But that is only when it is made known to him that there is a message there..
And indeed.. I have always been a slave of love.. and will forever be..

2010-10-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hellos~
I know this is late.. but thank you to all those who wished me a happy birthday on my birthday on 28/9.. thanks! =D
My birthdae has nvr ever been special since sec 1 because everyone will be busy mugging including myself. Definitely no cake.. neither does my family celebrate..
So.. thats y.. thank you ppl this yr..
Thanks samson for the drawing u drew n the card.
Thanks Jiayi for the card and present.
Thanks kelly for the card.
Thanks jeffrey for the chocolate pineapple tarts u baked.
And thank you my class girls for the cake and birthday song..^^
And everybody's well wishes.. =DD
This time i didnt get to celebrate this dae with anyone..
Not my friends, good frens, or even the person i like..
Instead.. i celebrated this dae with the books.

Sch starts tml alr..
i dread tml alot.. cos of pw..
N I have to finish eating campbell reece biology txbk for my bio olympiad..
lols.. i just hope tt i can do this properly and go to taiwan for the international one nxt yr..
But chances are low yea? lols..

Im taking this time to recuperate.. after doing so much harm to my own body.
Sleep deprived, unhealthy eating habits, insufficient nutrients, insufficient water, poor skin.
So.. now though i will still eat less cos i wanna save money.. but on the other areas.. i shall take better care of myself..
i wanna look prettier.. and slimer.. and healthier..
So that i wont look inferior..so that i can be more confident of myself.

Aniwaes, tml's a brand new dae..
I hope my condition(not the problems listed above) gets better.. or else i will hv to c the doctor soon... and that is if she is able to diagnose what has happened to me.. cos i have been researching.. and trying to fit my symptoms into the list of symptoms of the various illnesses and diseases.. but apparently... a few diseases/illnesses have similar symptoms.. So..i cant diagnose it myself.
I guess only time will tell.. i just hope i can recover soon after using home remedies.

2010-10-06T06:40:00.000-07:00

hellos~
hahas.. the promos is officially over on 5th oct.
Went out with beloved jiaman,soph and jojo.. and weikang too..
Went to shop around orchard.. but sadly, have to go quite early.. like 10pm..T_T
Miss the girls so much.. Happy to see them and enjoyed myself with them ytd.^^
Really love them lotslots~
Shall try to relax these days by using the lappy more often..=D
School will still go on as usual and the unavoidable late dismissals.
But o well.. Im not going to think much about how i did for the papers etc..
Just hoping for the best..
Gonna try to catch up with my frens around me..'cause i've been distancing myself quite alot.. lols
I cant believe im so crazy about studying that i eat and slp with my notes..hahas..
Thats because i wanna earn alot of money nxt time.. and only a good degree can get me that..=)
I shall go use facebook and probably maple a little ltr..

cyas all, jiayous juniors and frens out there still hving exams~
For those hu hv finished their exams.. lets enjoy ourselves! ^^

2010-10-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

Hellos world~
So long since i've blogged.. but now, i realise it doesnt matter how long since i've blogged anw..
hmms.. currently in the midst of my promotional exams and had geog paper todae.
Just hoping for the best.=)

Anw, having all these exams.. and mugging day and night definitely isnt the best thing on earth..
but im glad there are the little tings in life that keep me going..

It has been so long since i last saw that person..
It has been so long since i talked to him..
I really miss him so much..
So much that i dont know wad to sae..
Everytime i walk past his block or take a ride in the bus,
I will alwaes hope that i will somehow, coincidentally bump into him..
So that at least i can say "hi"..
Its hw much we dont c each other due to our divergent plans and schedules that makes me miss him so much..
Everytime i look at my phone when a msg is received, i wish i could c his name..
Everytime i receive a call, i wish his name would appear on my caller id.
Thinking back the times where he'll be waiting at the school gate for me and catching a movie after my class ended..
Although we live just across the street.. in such close proximity..
In such a small neighbourhood, how much i yearn to c him..
There are things i wish to say, but just cant bring myself to..
I do not trust my own words because i believe they hold no value at all..
I wish I have the courage to say..
But I know im not in a position to do so.
For now, i shall savour the happy moments and enjoy while it still lasts..
Just really hope that all is well~

2010-09-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
hmmms.. days are as usual again..
Busy mugging these daes.. but seriously, the construction going on at the garden dwnstairs every single day is pissing me off big time..
Its damn freaking noisy and i cant freaking study..zzzz
And adding on to this are planes.. its just frustrating and irritating..
My home is supposed to be the most conducive environment for me to study in.. but now..
But thank god im studying chemistry today.. =) it wouldnt be too much of a hindrance as compared to those memorising subjects.
Im really happy that i dont feel too tired after mugging for the whole dae these daes.. =)
Doing maths is a joy, memorising bio is a pain, practising chemistry is boring, reading geog is entertaining..
I feel so deprived.. i wanna go out.. T_T.. but need to save money..
Still waiting for the announcement for the sale of Category 3 tix for the Korean Pop Concert 2010 on 23rd oct. it costs $168.. so expensive.. =x
Anyways, so many disasters have happened in other countries and i feel saddened for them.
Fires in moscow,Russia, hurricane in New Zealand leaving them devastated, flood victims deprived of food and neccessities in Pakistan, typhoon in korea.. and etcetc..
Other people are suffering and worrying about their survival while i am here complaining about how discontented i am with my life.. =(
Hmms.. I just hope things get better for those countries..
Anyways, thanks to the rescheduling of the tix sales, I had to change my revision plan.. lols
Monday is supposed to be maths day and coincidentally, the day of the tix sales.
But now, becos of the reschedule, my maths day have been changed to the day of the sales of the tix.. =.=.. cos i can only do maths or chem while i am outside.. hahas..
I only have 1 maths day for the entire week and this is also used to prepare for the maths test on monday. I really hope i have time. I will probably be studying while im queueing for the tix.. Hope i can make it in time.
I shall go play maple now for about an hr to kill my boredom.
Then after lunch i shall start studying 2 chapters of chem.. =)
cyas~

2010-08-24T07:12:00.000-07:00

today was a great day at first..
Cos the chem prac was finally over..
But though i felt happy after that moment..it was just temporary..
U knw.. everytime i look at ppl's facebook photos/ blogs..
They tend to be happy ppl enjoying their lives..
However hard i try to relax.. i never ever succeed in relaxing fully..
i cling on so hard and tightly to education like its my life..
everytime.. the happiness i feel only last a moment.. and the next minute or time of the day, things will just happen and spoil my day...
y does every smile have to be a mask all the time?
and everytime i try so hard not to write negative comments and thoughts and sad feelings here..
but i alwaes end up writing them because there're no really happy events that are worth blogging about in the first place..
everydae.. its just.. wake up.. go to sch.. come home.. dinner.. use com.. then slp..
i feel really empty.. just somethings not right/not there.. i dont know y..
i feel so stressed up..everything seem so hard..
all the responsibilities i hv.. i feel like just putting everything down and not care about anything.
i try hard when i nid to.. but i really feel like shit when my trying isnt bothered, recognised or acknowledged..
im so susceptible to failures and crticisms..
that almost anything can pierce through my heart..
just a single word that says something bad about me and about me being not good enough..
will just cause my whole world to collapse right before me..
i try to hide my sorrows n tears.. from my family and alwaes leave till the nights when no one's looking then can i let the tears flow..
i know ppl do not like to read sad stuff etc..
and i know my blog's dead.. so.. shall use this as a means to relieve part of my inner pain and burden through this part of life.. a very torturous and arduous one indeed.

goodnights earthlings..god bless~

2010-08-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
shall blog a little since im really bored.
really so exhausted everydae.. especially at nights..
Time pass so fast and i dont have enough time to do what i wanna do..
Hmms.. but.. i knw life is alwaes beautiful as long i smile..
Occasionally, i'll smile to myself and think of the people around me.
Im really happy to have great classmates, friends, good friends, family and also someone i really adore now.
Often, the words just brightens up my day and leave me having a good mood for the entire day.
I really hope this is not just a fairytale but in fact, a reality...

2010-08-10T02:55:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
hahas.. todae, i just worked out my aims and plans for the future..
Hmms... lets c..
Im gonna mug hard to get straight As for a-levels and get the certificate.
Then Im gonna work for a few months and earn a few thousands.. then enjoy and turn myself into a different person probably.. I want to dye my hair, get coloured contacts and enjoy night life..go party all day.. for another few months..
Then.. I will wait for my entry to uni..
Get the best degree in my ability..
Then, I'll get the best job i can.. and earn lots and lots of money.
After which, i'll ensure my family gets the best..
Then.. I will go for a world tour with my frens/fren.
Hmms.. Then maybe i'll consider migrating to Australia..
Get a plot of land/farm and live in the countryside..
I'll build many more things in that home and continuously increase my knowledge and set up research labs to research on things.
And hopefully, i can have a peaceful life there, being able to interact with the beautiful nature.=D

LOL... this sounds cliche and lame..but o well.. i just cant stand the stressful,hectic and competitive society.

Hmms.. some things i wanna say together also..
well.. i think being practical and down-to-earth is good.. but i think many would think otherwise..
for example, what do we students do CIP for? Ans. CIP hours to enhance our certificate to increase chances in getting into uni.
Why do we want to waste so much of our lives studying? Ans. To get a degree,to earn money,to survive.
Why do we have to do this and that? Ans. Because we are often forced to.

Let me get this straight..
I will not change my character or my way of thinking to satisfy anyone, except for the people i love.
There is nothing wrong with my character.. because if you look around.. our society has become so cold.. and everyone apathetic. Im being practical to ensure my own survival.
For example, i used to hold the lift door button to wait for ppl to enter the lift/get out of the lift..
But apparently, nobody freaking says a word "THANK YOU" to me..
So.. now.. I no longer press the lift button to wait for anyone.. u miss it.. its ur problem.. not mine..
Secondly, the issue of giving up my seats.. I used to be so kind to give up my seats for the elderly..
But apparently, sometimes, i give up my seat, the person dont want to sit, or even worse, another young person/adult sits on it. And some old ppl.. i gave up my seat liaos, they dont want sit.. then still show those kind of displeased face.. im like.. I gt owe u anithing mehs?
So.. I've successfully learnt my lesson.. and i no longer care how ppl see me as in public anymore.. Once I sit down, I will NOT give up my seat at all. either that or i dont sit down throughout the ride.
Thirdly, i find some images on stomp really ridiculous..
I mean.. come on.. we're a country that practises unity..
And even if people do things that just pisses you off, if its not against the law, there's nothing wrong. Why do ppl want to take negative pictures dwn and post it on the Net. Wouldnt this ruin our reputation as a country?
Showing off their professional cameras and phototaking skills?
Only people who have too much time to spare resort to doing these pointless things.
For example, secondary sch students making out in void decks...smoking after sch..
What's freaking wrong with that? yea.. v wrong for underage smoking.
But since this society doesnt even care about the feelings of others since ppl already like to embarrass and denigrate others so much.. why dont u just mind your own beeswax and walk away?
Just because you guys have too much time or even worse.. maybe have the mentality to hurt others, you resort to tis sort of stuff.
Apparently, if u read stomp.. these pictures often have many comments saying that there's nothing wrong in the first place..
So.. i fervently believe that people who take these ridiculous and lame pictures are just insulting themselves.. go take a look at other DCs like America.. you go take pictures lors.. see how u get bashed up in the end.. you're more than welcome to do so.. =D

ok.. pardon my ranting ppl..
Just really bad mood todae.. and wanted to say these above things out.. because I really dont understand wth people in society today are doing. They make me so confused and unsure..
Heys.. im a young kid... who is EASILY influenced by how the society portrays images. So, if you want the young generation to be barraged with images with negative light.. carry on.. be my guest..

goodnites world~
P.S blogging can improve my language.. im being practical again.

2010-08-05T06:48:00.000-07:00

A minute's joy or happiness can never stay with you for long..
Complacency is my worst mistake..
Over-confidence is the cause of my downfall.
I must always criticise myself.. say that im not good..
Say that i m not good enuff.. and push myself on...
Having extremely high expectations for myself has been my style.
And needless to say, Im a perfectionist..
Hurt,stress,depression,fears have hit me so hard everytime..
Once I fail my own expectations, regardless wad the outcome is, I have failed.
Once i fail to beat myself, I have failed.
So.. from now on.. Im a stupid student.. who doesnt know a single shit..
Whose results are the worst.. and grades are continuously falling..
Im not good enough.. N i will never be unless I work hard..
Im not smart, not clever.. Im slow n dumb..
Nothing is good enough until i hit perfection.
I will not want complacency in my life dictionary any longer.
I m willing to die working hard and studying..
I just hope I can make it till the A-levels and subsequently, get a degree.
~

2010-05-30T08:15:00.000-07:00

Hellos agn ppl~
I'll be staying in NUS for the nxt 4days till thurs..
Will really miss everyone..
I wont be blogging for the nxt few daes.. so yea.. =(
Im really worrying for my GP exam tml.. omg.. cant slp cant slp..!!!!
Shall attempt to slp now.. goodnites ppl..
~with love

2010-05-29T00:52:00.000-07:00

Hellos ppl~!
Happy Holidays!! =DD

28/05
Today was a great day spent with some of my classmates! ^^
Went to play badminton with jeff,muhammad,annabelle,min,darren and genevieve at Tampines Sports Hall.. i got lost.. =xxxxxxxxxx
Hmms.. anyways, had fun playing badminton..though i felt the time i spent there was really short.
After that,me,genevieve and jeff went to carls jr at T1 to eat..Jiayi joined us after that..
The burger was really big.. and really had a miserable time trying to finish the humongous burger..
After that,jeff went off for tuition while me,gen and jiayi went to shop around.. =D
Met Joanna at TM shopping with her family.. hahas..^^
Then..me and jiayi went to genevieve's house. Watched Glee!
I finally know what Glee is now.. xDDD
Love the songs.. =DD
After that,Jiayi takeaway dinner then we took 27 home..
Met some ppl on the way to the bus stop..hahas.. =D
Really had a great day with my classmates!
Will really miss them alot during my stay in NUS nxt week..
Anyway, i downloaded maple already! And im mapling agn..hahas..
But.. jus realised its kinda boring though..so.. wun be mapling so much lers.. and. im quite lazy to train..

29/05
Stayed at home the whole day today..
Mapled for 4hrs and watched korean drama..lols..
I have a GP exam on Mon and yet I'm still doing all these..
Omg.. i suck.. =x
Hmms.. Anyway, shall go carry on watching my korean drama now..
cyas~

2010-05-24T04:32:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
Had been an exhausting day today.
Biology lecture was torturous as i couldnt decipher anything at all
And here I am.. worrying about my lectures n tutorials nxt week 'cos i will be staying at NUS during the 1st week of June and unable to attend lectures. MYE is coming.. and i doubt i can catch up that fast.. T_T
Not that i feel stressed or anything.. just worried.

A month has unwittingly passed before me..
Though my mundane life has been spiced up by the beautiful touches occasionally..
But there is this inferiority complex in me that makes me feel really lousy about myself.
I may be blabbering the same old nonsense thing again.. but..i just cant change that mindset.
I know imperfection is an integral part of our lives.. but.. i just feel that im really so imperfect that im beyond redemption.
I can never be perfect for anyone in this world.. not my frens,my family or ppl i like/love.
Be it psychologically,physically,emotionally,academically.. i just cant be the right person.
Really wish i were a better person.. really wish i can be more perfect to be appreciated.
I want to be perfect for someone.. but sadly, im not and i can nvr be..
Standing by the window, looking up at the moon in the night sky..
I see everything.. but when will the moonlight shine upon me.. to even notice me..
But no matter what.. silence is the best solution.

With loves~ cyas ppl~

2010-05-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
Went to Changi Naval Base for Temasek Dialogue on 20/5
It was an enriching experience indeed..
Trained down to Lavender with the rest to watch the soccer boys finals..
Really happy that our school soccer boys were the champions..^^
And.. after the match,i realised how different it is to be there to watch a soccer match vs. watching it on television.
Apparently, the undeniably spontaneous excitement felt there is tremendous.
In the future,i shall fly to other countries to witness the match myself.
Anyways, congratulations to our school soccer boys! =DD
And...at the match,i met shiyao,esther and claris.. some of the vjc ppl..
they look great.. ^^

21/05
Went to joanna's house with my pw grp members to discuss our GPP
Her house is so big and grand.. xD
Anyways, after discussion, spent the time there playing the zombie game on muhammad's i-phone..=X
Then cynthia went off, me,jeff and muhammad went for dinner.then homed after that.

22/05
Had a pre-competition workshop at NUS.
Met up with jolene and shereen at 8am and we trained there.
Due to time constraint, we cabbed there from clementi.
Finally reached NUS,but.. the place is really huge and we dont know where is where.. sadded
So..we finally found the LT and went in.
Upon sitting down, we realised that we are actually sitting for a business lecture.
The presenters were rather good,so I didnt fall aslp. hahas..
Everything is soooo... PW-like in nature..
Business is seriously not my cup of tea.. but nevertheless.. i will still try my best to win the competition.
Because.. i want my SGC to look nice.. lols..
im such a practical n down-to-earth person.. =xx
Anyways, after the lecture, i went off with jolene. Went to marina,suntec and then compass.
Then homed.. =D
Really exhausted these days.. cant wait for holidays to be here.
I miss my classmates too.. xP

2010-05-19T07:31:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
as promised,some photos have been uploaded. though they are way overdue.
just a glimpse of my life so far..

Really had fun in all the outings i went..=D
anyway,speaking about myself a little..
as you all know,"once bitten,twice shy"
apparently, one bad experience and memory can stay with me forever
confusion,deception and manipulations are common and undeniably inevitable
nowadays,it's hard for me to feel my heart anymore.
i wonder whether i have become numb and immune to emotions
i hate myself alot because i am not impeccable and immaculate in any aspect
regardless whether it is physical/psychological.
how does it feel to like/love someone? how does it feel to dislike/hate someone?
m i being used? m i still very susceptible to manipulations?
why am i always confused? am i being realistic,practical or m i just a pure idiot in some ppl's eyes?
leisure,pleasure.. what is appreciation then?
jus ignore my random crapping..

cant wait for tml soccer boys finals against SAJC..
we must win.. jiayous MJC.. =DD
the whole sch going dwn to support them tml.. so cool! so excited..cos i simply love watching soccer.. CHELSEA!! ^^
with loves~ cyas all~

2010-05-16T00:40:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
been a super long time since i've blogged..
apparently,its due to the fact that i didnt have a proper working com which allows me to use a keyboard.. and not lag so much..
aniwaes..will be bz these daes.. trying to set up my new lappy and catch up on my work at the same time..
now that i hv a working lappy,i will do powerpoint slides properly n nicely from now on.. =D
jus to briefly sae about what has happened so far..

life's great and i simply love the people in my life.. be it frens,classmates,family.. everyone.
they really make my stressful and hectic jc life bearable and enjoyable..
though i may not b perfect/ have everithing in life, but they make it seem like im the happiest person on this planet.. thanks alot..
life has indeed been bz and tutorials,pw n pbls are neverending.
but simultaneously, i went out with my frens too.

went to 2 mjc concerts just ytd and on thurs.3 of my classmates performed.. the performances were indeed spectacular...^^
shall upload pictures and blog more often and attempt to revive my dead blog..
cyas for now~

2010-04-02T00:00:00.000-07:00

hellos~
its gd friday todae! yay..

anw,ytd was a great n fun dae!
april fool's dae..
every1 was really high..=D
lols! 'operation pantless' was carried out by my classmates..
the teachers' expressions were priceless..xD
n i love all my teachers!
there was a cl movie marathon in sch.. though i didnt go..
aft sch, went to e-hub wif a fren of mine..
watched clash of the titans..e movie i had been waiting for..
the graphics were nice.. bt the 3d suks..
n they left out many details..(i watched e old version b4)
went to eat at jus acia.. then slacked ard punggol,then reached hm at 12am..=D
i was really exhausted n went to bed...xP

jus hoping i can do well in nxt wks' string of tests...
shall do wrk nw..cyas~loves

2010-03-24T06:59:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
well..its been great these daes...xD

MON:
had sudden redox n geog test
totally screwed both papers esp geog.cos i hv no prior knowledge of plate tectonics..
n teach told us on e dae itself..hw can u nt flunk it rite? zzz
anw,went to watch "hw to train a dragon" in 3D at e-hub..=D
to celebrate e end of 2 papers which i totally screwed up..^^
anw,its sooo cool.. its my 1ST time watching 3D!
hmms..e dragon v cute also!i reached hm at 11pm..slept at 1am.lols

TUE:
had duty 2dae..shit it..
e cash register hates me..T.T n when craig pressed it,it listened to him..
omg..tt was srsly annoying..=x
classmates came to c me n kelly..so nice of them to drop by..^^ loves~
bt aniwaes..had maths L n p.e.. then went hm..
studied AP/GP + binomial.. then slept at 12.30am..

WED:
had maths test todae..
was manageable..bt the ting is...
i regretted staying up so late ytd to figure out all the top few jcs' qns which required thinking..
becos.. the test only consisted of 3 qns..n they were unlike e hci/rj/njc qns..
n the summary was useless cos apparently,it wasnt utilised at all..
im upset becos.. owing to my lack of sleep..
my eyebags+dark eye rings r veryvery serious n visible! omg man..T_T
n my eyes so itchy..n.. my nose allergy came bak again..n..i hv 6 ulcers in my mouth nw..=(
pathetic rite? tis is wad the lack of slp can do to u.. so beware!
hmms.. anw,went to cp 2dae wif jojo aft cca,bought prezzie fer sis bdae tml..=D
really exhausted..i want my eyes n nose n mouth to get better..xP
shall pop in a pill fer flu 2nite..(causes drowsiness) n slp well..^^
cyas ppl~ loves..

2010-03-21T05:23:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
well..tml sch reopen le..o man..i dread tml..
bt anw,kind of completed everyting..
except tt i hvent studied for maths test..T_T
hmms..anw,change of direction lers..
im nt aiming fer medicine lers cos it's freaking 18k yrly..if u read e papers..
for nw.. my target is to score 7As in A-level..
n im really gonna set my mind to it frm tml onwards..
even though i hate chinese..i'll force e info into my head..
aniwaes..gt reprimanded by my dad these daes..abt certain stuff..
so..im kinda sad these daes cos i cant seem to communicate with my family properly..
n so much wrk piled on me.. though i alr finished them..=D
cca totally suks too cos i nid to get inoculation(is it tis spelling?..lol)..
damn sian.. i gonna try take 2nd cca..then quit e current one..^^
or..mayb i'll change my mind last min..
these daes really plagued with too many thoughts..
family..finances..n my heart..
its so torturous tt i tend to bottle everyting up..
then become i look damn emo..n nv tok to my parents..T_T
i kip listening to music these daes...lols..
hmms..jus hope things get better..
a happier tml.. ^^
cyas ppl~loves

P.S n jiaman..i'll tell u some stuff when we meet..=D hope to c u soon! loves

2010-03-18T09:33:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl~
well.. had been procrastinating quite alot..
finally finished cl compo 2dae..=D
hmmms.. looking 4ward to class gathering tml! ^^
n finally memorised redox..yay..=D
still gt alot to do though..
shall enjoy myself tml,throw unhappiness away n treasure e time left..
oyas..n jiaman came bak frm hk lers! miss her so much!
hahas..shall spend the rest of e daes studying n going out..
except weekends..totally dedicated to studying..=(
shall slp nw b4 tml serious fatigue n eyebags..T_T
cyas ppl!~ nites

2010-03-15T10:09:00.000-07:00

hellos ppl.. i knw its late nw..
n blogger having some problems..
aniwaes.. jus A LITTLE pissed with some imbecile hu tagged my blog..
i deleted it aniwaes.. an easily removable stain..
aniwaes..jus saying.. these ppl r damn idiotic?
since last time alr gt these idiots roaming ard le..
jus cant stand them.. alr idiots liaos still wanna disgrace themselves even more..
anithing can sms/call/speak face to face.. my frens r great ppl n will nvr b idiots like you..
i can guarantee tt our intelligence will outwit yours..

plastic surgery? u wanna go check wiki? u wanna go do some bloody research 1st?
if u hvent done ur research,dun come n tok to me/even tag at my blog..
if u dun like me then jus f off.. y bother tagging? tts y i sae they're idiots..
aniwaes,ur words r temporary n insignificant..
brainless ppl like you shld go build up on ur knowledge..
u will not b entertained..
thank you for passing by,hv a nice day n see you again..

goodnites earthlings~loves

2010-03-13T19:55:00.000-08:00

hellos ppl~
hols is finally here! xD.. though im flooded with h.w..T_T
went out on fridae with beloved girlfrens..then went to parkway for class gathering..xD
went out ytd with lovable frens too..
shall let the pictures tell the story...^^

2010-03-07T04:26:00.000-08:00

hellos~ shall do a quick post cos i gt lots of wrk..=(
anw.. had road run on sat.. it was a fun event overall..=DD

2010-02-24T03:13:00.000-08:00

hellos all~
well.. finally blogging with a keyboard cos im at jojo's hse now..=X
im like..practically so excited to use a keyboard nowadaes..
aniwaes.. glad tt i hv finished the essay on Qn 1..woohoos~
i hope i get in.. then can get the $600.. lols!
hmms.. there was science fiesta todae.. playing tap-tap revenge majority of the time.. hahas..
had a great dae todae... ^^
lots of homework though.. T_T
shall go home now.. cyas ppl~ loves~

2010-02-20T05:55:00.000-08:00

hellos ppl~
well.. hmms.. i gt into business club..my 1st choice..=D
didnt go out with dear todae..=(
so...i stayed at home e whole of 2dae..
finished my chem assignments n miraculously,bio..
i was like e only 1 in my class hu didnt do bio tutorials..
lols.. it's because i dun get the whole thing..e notes suk..
i need a freaking txbk.. hmms..
n the bio proj i gt..is the hardest out of all the choices given..
i need help..T.T i cant find the genetic encoding affected by the mutation tt leads to e disease..ahhh.. it's due by fridae..D=

n im missing everybody alot nowadaes..T_T
esp. jiaman,soph n ty.. the chalet was e last time i saw them..=(
n my gor,didi n mei..
miss all my classmates too.. badminton n gym..
n all my schmates.. hw we greeted ea other with heartwarming smiles..
n my v clever n dedicated xinmin teachers.. i miss them..
n my juniors.. it's been a long time since i went back to xms..
also, i miss lijoo,gawon n ruiyi.. hw everytime we went out, we proclaim e daes nvr ended without pictures..
n lastly,i miss my darling..T_T
i miss everyone..sobs..

k bahs.. shall go do my geog nw..
sry tt tis week no pics..
cyas ppl~ loves

2010-02-14T05:15:00.000-08:00

happy lunar new year to everyone! =D
hope you guys collected lots of angbaos..xD
hmms.. tis yr,my family nt gonna go visiting..
so..sadly,i hv no angbaos frm relatives..=(
bt nvm.. i save up my pocket money..^^

so... yay.. i've successfully completed the irritating chem tutorials.. woohoo~
everytime i solve a qn in section A,im damn happy..(cos it's e hardest section)
wahahas.. owned the qns..=X except the gas qn.. my ans different frm ans sheet..lols!
hmms.. o well..i love chem nw..
jc bio suks man.. all molecular lvl.. nt even an add-on frm sec sch bio..
seriously.. i dun understand a ting the teacher is saying..zz
aniwaes.. i will b hardworking n go do the tutorials beforehand..though i dun understand..=X
i love doing work...xD esp my fav subjects..hahas..
im a nerd n mugger.. tts a fact..
jus tt.. i wanna b a mugger with life..so..^^
hmms.. shall go do my bio n geog tutorials nw..
will b spending e nxt 2 daes of cny with dear..=D
cyas ppl~ loves

2010-02-13T13:42:00.000-08:00

hellos all~
todae's cny eve..
an auspicious festive season is jus ard the corner...
well.. had cny celebrations in sch ytd.. performances as usual..=D
then.. went to collect my tutorials n lecture notes..then went home..

went to meet dear at 4pm..then went marina sq..
walked ard... dear played at e arcade..
aft tt we went to meet gawon,zhenghao,lijoo n ruiyi..
dinner at jack's place..^^
aft we finished eating.. there were fireworks!! jus outside e restaurant..xD
went out to witness the myriad of colours that sprinkled on the night sky..
it was simply beautiful..
then walked ard awhile..ate ice-cream..
aft tt,lijoo n ruiyi went hm..
then the 4 of us went to merlion there.. slacked..
then walked to clarke quay.. hm-ed frm there..
miss them so much.. cos i knw them for only 2mths n seldom c them also..
shall hv more trips in e future..=D

hmms.. sadly,i didnt attend the clique dinner..
nvm.. shall go out watch movie with jm,jojo,ty n soph if possible nxt fridae..
will ask them soon..=D
i miss seeing them too..=(

below are some pictures..^^
i shall go do my tutorials now.. bye ppl~ loves

2010-02-08T03:27:00.000-08:00

hellos ppl~
hahas.. lectures started 4th feb..xP
fast yea? chionging my tutorials these daes so tt i'll b free on saturdaes..
hmms.. for maths n chem..its e sec. sch stuff..so its still ok..^^
aniwaes.. i love my life nw.. n im wrking real hard on weekdaes..studying in e library alone.. whoever in mjc wanna mug with me during breaktime..ur free to join me..xD

last saturdae.. i went out with dear.. reached hm at 12plus i think.. had fun.. =D
looking forward to v.day.. hahas.. miss him lots..

oyas..aniwaes,my cl a-lvls is tis yr..T_T sadded rite? i mus start conversing in cl lers..=X
o man..i hate cl.. argh.. hahas.. nevertheless..im happy..xD

below are some pics taken frm my beloved classmates...

2010-02-01T05:32:00.000-08:00

hellos ppl~
woohoo~ i love mjc now..xD esp my class!
so friendly..! though only gt 17 of us.our unity is v strong..^^
did dances n played station games 2dae..
our class won all..wahahasss..
hmmms..love the ogls..so sweet of them to msg us..=D
bt sadly,i had sunburn 2dae.. spammed my face with aloe vera gel..hahas..
anw..im cfmed taking 4h2s..bcmg lers..yay!
tml going round s'pore island to plae games..^^

hmms.. in the midst of all the enjoyment,laughter n fun.. i miss my beloved dear..
cant wait to c him soon.. really love n miss him lots..xP
jc life so bz..T.T i wish i could spend more time with him..
jus hope orientation end quickly.. n tt i recover frm sunburns n regain my energy..
then i can spend time with him..=D
k bahs.. goodnites n cyas ppl~loves

2010-01-29T04:34:00.000-08:00

evening ppl~
hahas.. dismissed at 5+ 2dae.. cheers n dances todae..
hmms.. bought my uniform lers..xD
i like e sch compound..n it's so convenient! =D
i got pure geog txbk frm qing xuan 2dae.. i swear i will memorise e extra chapters by tml..
cos i nvr study abt weather n plate tectonics in elective geog..
so.. i mus prepare myself..n bio,chem,maths n geog r really my fav subjs..
i hope.. my love n passion for them will pull me through e gruelling n hectic life im abt to experience..
going out at 11am to study n slack tml.. at e same time help my beloved frens if i can..
though alot of stuff i 4gt lers..T.T
really looking 4ward to tml..^^
k bahs.. shall rest nw.. v tired 2dae.. cyas n loves~

2010-01-28T05:57:00.000-08:00

hellos ppl~ finally e 1st dae of sch lers..
went into meridian jc..hahas.. 10min away only..xD
alr submitted my choice of course..hahas.. 1st choice.. 4h2s..bio,chem,geog,maths..
altogether i taking 7 subjs..T.T
had university talks todae..o well..if i cant make it to NUS,then i go NTU..
hmms.. aniwaes.. aft 2dae..
i noe hw bz i will b alr.. but i will do the best i can..
hereby saying in advance..
sorry to the ppl around me tt i wun b able to spend as much time with you guys as compared to the past.. family..frens.. n ppl i love..
tis is gonna b tiring.. juggling n balancing everything in my life..
i will become no-life indeed.. sorry ppl..
i cant go out so often.. =(
anithing jus call/sms me.. kaes? will b here.. =D
love you guys always~

2010-01-25T18:08:00.000-08:00

hellos~
well.. been rather bz these daes.. cherishing every single min i hv to go out..
anw..played badminton with yanlin,eileen n esther ytd.. had fun..xD
went bak to sch aft tt to return blazer+tie..
then went to hg mall.. walked ard..i changed then trained to dhoby ghaut..
reached hm at 12+am.. called gor to ask him wad i shld do..
the mrt ride hm was the worst.. 2 big things happened..
in the end.. wad was thought to b one of e happiest dae of my life turned to b painful..
i feel like a total sinner.. y do i nid to hurt ppl? damn it.. cant only me b hurt?
anw.. slept at 2am..then woke up at 4am,then woke up agn at 6am..then finally 8am i didnt wanna slp animore..
hving serious mood swings todae.. probably cos of tiredness,muscle-ache n those unsettled stuff..
i mus get everiting done b4 i go out 2dae..
im nt gonna bring my troubles there.. hmms.. where shld i throw them too? hahas
oyas.autumn's concerto roks man.. cried at ep 17..=X random i noe..xD
shall go off nw.. bb ppl~ loves

2010-01-23T19:04:00.000-08:00

hellos~
hmms.. i shall cont'd with my post on the university cut-off grades n no. of places available for each course..
well.. apparently,it is difficult to get into the top few courses.. cos it's hard to straight As..
so.. i think i will lower my target n let nature takes its course..=D
of course i will still work hard 'cos i wanna give my family the best..hahas..
okaes.. nw.. im contemplating whether to take h2 geog or econs..T.T
cos if im taking h2 geog.. i nid to memorise the pure geog txbk nw..cos i take elect. geog..
any suggestions ppl?
i noe i can eat books n regurgitate..but is h2 bio,chem n geog too heavy for me?
cos..i hate econs.. ppl r telling me to take e subj due to its relevance? lols..

okaes.. anw,went out with harvard ytd..
met at city hall,then went to starbucks..helped him with his work..
then jeremy came.. so we all did h.w..
then shopped ard.. then arcade..(i didnt play though..xP)
then jeremy went off le..
aft tt,we walked frm suntec to marina+esplanade to clarke quay..
toked alot n slacked.. xD then trained hm..
mus really thank him for accompanying me.. ^^
n thanks nick gor for the advice u gave..
im feeling better nw..n im starting to sort out my thoughts lers..xD
n thanks gary.. i will cheer up ders..=D
shall prepare to go out agn..hahas.. bb all..
thanks n love you guys~

2010-01-22T20:31:00.000-08:00

hellos earthlings~
sry for the abrupt post ending 2daes ago..n for nt blogging ytd..

hmmms...went out jojo,jm,wk to bugis to get my schbag..then orchard to walk awhile..
they went to eat at domani while i went to marina sq to meet some new frens..xD
walked ard then went for dinner... steamboat buffet!
i mus admit..im a really big eater.. though i kip denying it..
im supposed to go on diet..lols..
but sadly,in order nt to waste e money n to prevent hving to resist the temptation for beef n sotong..
i ate..wahahas.. guys really hv big appetites..lols..
but.. nxt week nid to run even more lers.. if nt i grow fatter..T.T
anw,then we walked to clarke quay..
sat dwn,played,snapped some pictures..xD
then lijoo,ry n jeremy went hm.. me,gawon,zh n harvard cont'd walking..
sat dwn near the water..talked.. then i trained hm..

i had fun.. with everyone i went out with ytd..xD thx my frens!
oyas..n i srsly love night life.. it's like.. so lively at night!
mayb 'cos tts the 1st time ive been to clarke quay..hahas..

anw..nvr once hv i been this confused.. it's like..being torn in btwn..
ppl hu's supposed to treat me gd neglects me all e time..bt
ppl hu do nt nid to treat me tt gd treats me v gd..
hw i wish i was born earlier..tt im younger.. or tt time can reverse..
if only i werent such a mugger.. tt i had more life..
nw its too late..my sec sch daes r over..n im gona turn in2 a mugger agn..
i dread tt srsly..haish..anw.. im confused..v confused..
i hate hurting ppl..i dont knw hw to tok directly cos i've alwaes been an indirect person..
i dont knw wad im doing srsly..T.T i dont knw whether im doing e right/wrong thing..
omg.. i hvent been slping well since ytd.. lols.. cos im plagued with qns..
a whole lot of confusion..actl..it jus takes 1 person to save me frm all these..
if i were more cared for.. instead of being neglected totally...
if only jus a min or two every 2 daes..i would b contented..
nvm.. i c hw tings go..
shall go out ltr..

anw,below r some pics frm ytd.. cyas all~

2010-01-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

did some research.. shall paste tis here..
will continue blogging tml..=D
cut-off grades for UNIVERSITY! ^^

AAA/A NUS Dentistry 44
AAA/A NUS Materials Science & Engineering 50
AAA/A NUS Environment Engineering 58
AAA/A NUS Industry & Systems Engineering 67
AAA/A NUS Law 231
AAA/A NUS Medicine 260
AAA/A NUS Chemical Engineering 295
AAA/B NUS Pharmacy 132
AAA/B NUS Business Admin (Accountancy) 133
AAA/B SMU Laws 125
AAA/B NTU Aerospace Engineering 87

AAB/A NTU Maritime Studies with Business Major 16
AAB/B NUS Business Admin 457
AAB/B NTU Accountancy 574
AAB/B NTU Business 503
ABB/A NUS Bioengineering 64
ABB/A SMU Accountancy 270
ABB/A NTU Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering 162
ABB/B SMU Business Management 677
ABB/B NTU Environmental Engineering 78
ABB/B NTU Maritime Studies 49
ABB/B NTU Mathematics & Economics 117
ABB/B NTU Economics 78

BBB/A NUS Engineering Science 46
BBB/A NUS Engineering 131
BBB/A NUS Mechanical Engineering 315
BBB/B NUS Science 1,100
BBB/B SMU Science (Economics) 205
BBB/B NTU Mathematical Sciences 141
BBB/B NTU Psychology 77
BBB/C NUS Computer Engineering (FoE) 73
BBB/C NUS Electrical Engineering 293
BBB/C NTU Information Engineering & Media 61
BBB/C NTU Chemistry & Biological Chemistry 285
BBB/C NTU Communication Studies 169

BBC/B NUS Real Estate 144
BBC/B SMU Social Sciences 130
BBC/B NTU Bioengineering 68
BBC/C NUS Civil Engineering 81
BBC/C NUS Project & Facilities Management 137
BBC/C NUS Arts & Social Sciences 1,613
BBC/C NTU Biological Sciences 340
BCC/B NUS Computing 301
BCC/B SMU Science (Information Systems Management) 255
BCC/B NTU Materials Engineering 231
BCC/B NTU Sociology 63
BCC/C NUS Computer Engineering (SoC) 77
BCC/C NUS Architecture 171
BCC/C NTU Computer Engineering 170
BCC/C NTU Computer Science 198
BCC/C NTU Electrical & Electronic Engineering 689
BCC/C NTU Mechanical Engineering 488
BCC/C NTU Linguistics & Multilingual Studies 52

CCC/B NUS Industrial Design 34
CCC/B NTU Physics & Applied Physics 65
CCC/C NTU Civil Engineering 106
CCC/C NTU Chinese 106
CCC/C NTU English 100
CCC/C NIE Arts (Education) 205
CCC/C NIE Science (Education) 170
CCC/D NTU Engineering 137
CDD/C NUS Nursing 75
DDD/D NTU Art, Design & Media 152

2010-01-21T00:21:00.000-08:00

hellos ppl~
hahas..went to e chalet ytd..
played 'bridge' there..walked ard pasir ris park..bbq-ed.. xD
btw,the cheesy hotdogs are delicious..^^ played some other games too..
then went hm at 9.30pm..early i noe..

went to gym 2dae to run n cycle..
met some schoolmates thr playing badminton..
hmmms... my stamina suks nw..bt it's not bad considering tt i hvent exercised for mths..
ever since i started mugging..lols!
aniwaes.. went to hg mall aft tt..lunched.. then trained hm..
going out practically everydae..hahas.. shall buy my schbag tml..^^
looking 4ward to sat n badminton nxt week! =D

below r some pics frm the chalet..

2010-01-19T04:03:00.000-08:00

hellos~
well... went out to study amaths with jojo ytd..wk came along too..
ate at compass yoshinoya n studied there..
kind of gt sianned of studying aft abt 2hrs.. then didnt noe wad to do..
then..decided to watch movie.. lols.. i noe it's random..=X
so.. rushed dwn to amk hub.. watched 'daybreakers'..
hmms.. the effects are not bad.. but storyline can be better.. not violent enough also.. D=
aft tt,i went for tuition gathering at 9.30pm.. ate supper with tuition frens n teacher..xD
he's really a great teacher..because i got my a1 for english..solely thx to him..
as all of u noe..being in a band 1 class for el in sch..apparently,the teacher doesnt teach at all..thinking that we are linguistically strong enough to take the paper dwn on our own..
ppl in e same el class will understand what i mean..X)

hahas..anw,i didnt study when i reach hm.. watched autumn's concerto ep 16 instead...xD
i love the show man.. depressing..but the story is great so far..
the child is cute n really matured for his age..n with him..the show really evokes our feelings..totally..
slept at 3am in e end..wahahas..

well.. 2dae i went to compass point to collect my specs..
sadly,the lenses r thicker lers! ahhhhhhh...
went to popular to read a-lvl books..then went hm aft tt..
going to clique chalet tml! bbq! hahas.. shall go there slack..xD

i wanna plae badminton..T_T
hv to plae at least once b4 i go for trial when sch starts..
haish..n gym too..=D

wahahas..excited to c my frens tml.. xD
anione wanna study/go gym/play badminton call me..^^
shall go read my book now... cyas ppl~ loves..<3

2010-01-16T03:14:00.000-08:00

hellos earthlings~
well...finally a dae to rest at home..=D
went to get my lenses changed ytd..so now.. i hv no specs with me..=(
hmms.. went to buy a GP essay book for $14.. i wanted to buy more..
but all so exp.. aft nxt week end 1st..then c hw much $ i left..then i go buy more..xD

anw,i borrowed 3 books todae.. jus hope i can finish reading them..
1 book i borrowed is about prescription drugs,alternative uses n cures..
god i love tis book.. it tells me abt e sicknesses,the medications available,which ones to prescribe n all the possible side effects.. o man..
i feel like keeping tis book for myself..T.T
its like 1700 pages? hahas..
doubt i will finish reading..mayb jus write dwn serious illnesses bahs..

i want a book on surgery.. !
i came across a book in kinokuniya medicine section during my break-time when i was wrking..
it's abt some exam on surgery..n there r many pictures..
gruesome to many i noe..
n they qns abt wad the condition is..
the diagnosis..n where should one operate at..
i was like... wow! bt i want a more detailed book..lols!

i think im srsly becoming insane..
obsessed with biology..fascinating indeed!
i tink the best bdae gift anyone can give me..is a book on medicine n surgery(detailed version of course)..
aniwaes.. i hv been giving my future some serious thought..
n i hv decided.. tt if i cant make it to medicine,i will try life sciences..
if not,then maybe accountancy..=D
unless i find someone to sponsor me to study medicine overseas..
or.. i attain a scholarship..n get loan frm bank..

aniwaes..nxt week im going out like every single day! yay..
mondae finally going gym..xD mus slim down!
hmms.. only 21st at night then my mum return me my money..
so..b4 tt..i guess i hv to borrow $ frm u guys if u all wan me to go out..
also..i will start studying frm tml le...recapping n stuff..
amaths tml! yay..i love it! xD
cant wait...
looking 4ward to nxt week! =D
shall go read my romance storybook le..cyas ppl~love you guys..<3

2010-01-14T04:53:00.000-08:00

hellos all!..
sry for the late post..
so... aniwaes,i hv gotten back my results..
hmmms... i got 6A1s n 2A2s..
l1r5 is 6-2=4...
thank you v much for those who congratulated me..=D
n btw,the 2A2s are my physics n emaths...
laugh at me bahs.. my emaths.. hahas!
hereby congratulating all the ppl who hv done remarkably well !

have been very buzy these days n really troubled over the choice of school to put..
went to open houses in the various schs..
well.. vjc was previously my dream sch..then..becos they hv too many activities,n the sch does nt focus solely on academics(no offence), njc became my dream sch..
becos i love to mug..=D
then nw tt i m able to get in.. distance becomes a major factor..
then i started considering ajc...
no offense..but seriously,the sch compound is dark,old n cramp.. which puts me off becos i wun b studying in a conducive environment..also..their physical activity is infernal..
so.. i decided nt to go thr despite its COP being 7..
then.. i made my wae to tjc.. n it is really too far..jus like njc n vjc..
so..left with sajc,nyjc n mjc..
sajc doesnt hv a good reputation? n it isnt popular..
nyjc is not a mugger sch..so i dun wanna go there..
mjc is jus 15mins away frm punggol.. n it is mostly abt academics..
so... aft analysing.. dont u tink mjc is e best choice for me?
haish..though i wish i can b in njc.. bt i feel tt its really not worth it to waste my time for prestige..
i really wish all the ppl gdluck in making the right choice..n for those appealing too...=D
hope ppl can understand the situation..
n btw.. mjc has 2 pointers.. so.. i dun tink there's a problem with it being my choice..
thank you for your concerns my frens..i appreciate it though its impossible to change my decision now.. thanks kaes? love you guys...<33

oyas.. does taking geog instead of econs affect my chances of being enrolled into medicine or life sciences? cos..i hate thinking too much..n esp when econs is new to me..
i rather eat books.. so.. if i take 4h2s... maths,bio,chem,geog..n 3h1s.. gp,pw n cl..
n do alot of voluntary wrk+ attachments at local hospitals+research projs..
does it spice up my portfolio n testimonial n raise my chances of getting into medicine in NUS?
anyone experienced can help me with these queries pls?

erm...btw.. does anyone wanna go study soon? call me can? n does anyone have recommendations for a gd gp book or h2 chem guidebooks? need help here! T_T

btw.. i aspire to be a doctor not because of the monetary benefits...but because i really want to save ppl.. i cant bear to see ppl suffer n succumb to illnesses..
i still remb hw much i cried when i visited my grandma at the hospital..frm the normal ward to the ICU..
when i left the room filled with the elderly sick.. i totally broke dwn aft seeling hw pitiful they were...
n ppl thought i was mad..T_T..
bt if i had gone to take a look at the children's section.. i think i would cry even more when i step out of the room/ward.. feeling extremely helpless that i cant help them or ease their pain...
my younger sister's presch fren died of cancer at a tender age of 6..
she was a bright n clever girl..i hv seen n toked to her b4..
hearing these news.. really make me feel very very upset..
if i cant b a doctor...then i will try to b a laboratory researcher on various uncured illnesses..
n mayb come up with a cure tt can save the lives of many others..i pray to god to give me an opportunity to save these ppl... their lives are so much more important than money..
i dont want doctors to save ppl because of money.. they are real ppl..with families n frens..not lives to be played with..

anw,i went to vivo+sentosa with jm,jojo n wk todae.. a random trip indeed..below r some p ics..

2010-01-06T03:58:00.000-08:00

O-lvl results release on monday,11 jan..!
im scared n perturbed.. T_T
oh gosh.. if i score badly,in e future..i will find it really hard to find the fortitude to make it over the hurdles in life tt inevitably present themselves..
but what's done cant b undone.. i jus hv to pray hard that i get exceptional results..
i guess i hv to quell my panic nw.. n await tt fateful day..
still contemplating which jc to choose..
oh well.. ostensibly,i should start researching on medical conditions..bt.. when i login to facebook,
unwittingly,i gt addicted to the game "sushi no suki".. damn fun..xD
hmms.. aniwaes.. it'll be great if u guys can drop me some medical conditions to read on..hahas!

tml's my pay dae! yippppeeee! xD
though its a meagre sum.. bt tts nt impt..hahas..
i will study really hard..n get a gd job nxt time..nw only for fun..^^

hv been bz reading storybooks these daes..romance genre..
nora roberts is simply a remarkable writer.. hving a diverse style,fertile imagination n an eye for evocative detail... if only my english were as gd as hers..=x
hopefully..my english improves..im reading up on gp topics lers..
aft i get my pay tml,me gonna buy the essay bk..haha...xD
n probably..get a couple of guidebks.. bt so exp..>.<''' i m loath to spend the money..T.T
hmms.. anione wanna start studying lers,mus call me along kaes?
oyas..n i wun mind which jc i go for nw... it need nt be the top few prestigious ones..
doubt i can get in though.. cos i aiming for medicine in local university..
the problem is... i doubt my own ability.. n unfortunately,im a girl..it's really difficult..=(
i will continue being a nerd..=D shall spend most of my life studying..hahas..xD
oyas..n i borrowed a cl storybk u noe? miraculously...bt i will take forever to finish reading given my standard of cl.. i had to rely on memorising when i sat for my o'levels..
n regurgitated everiting out for the compo...>.<'''
i detest chinese.. i cant find any wae to appreciate e beauty of the language..lols..
nvm..

most importantly,tml's my pay day..yay!!
shall stop here for todae! gdluck all fer the results..lets pray tgt! love you all~

2010-01-01T03:59:00.000-08:00

hellos all~ trying to revive my alr dead blog..xD hmms...i hvent gotten a laptop.. n im uncertain when i will hv one.. so,i shall update abit now. aniwaes,i hv alr quitted my job.. so,i can enjoy now!
^^ bt i will only receive my pay on 7th jan.. tts long..
im currently trying hard to slim dwn these daes... o well... u c,ever since i started working.. i hv become thinner cos i only hv 2 meals a dae.. breakfast included.. bt..apparently,e results werent drastic enuff.. n my frens said i look e same.. this makes me want to slim dwn alot more..
hmms.. so..now im eating 3 meals a dae..healthily..with a rich supply of fruits.. at e same time.. im exercising..=D bt nt at the gym..hahas.. o well.. the exercises really do help i guess.. 2dae is only the 3rd dae i hv tried..>< determination..xD so..i celebrated xmas with jm,jojo n ty at orchard..pics r with jm..xP n i went out with esther mei ytd.. its been a yr since ive seen her..xD
below r some pictures..^^
hope everyone is doing fine too...happy 2010 all! loves<3

2009-12-12T21:08:00.000-08:00

hi all~
hv been bz wrking 6 dae a wk.. so i dun really hv the time..
bt felt like i hv to write somthing here..
aniwaes i using on-screen keyboard..so.. sry if i type rongly..
erms.. hmms... i will b resigning on 24 dec.. to enjoy,rest..n read alot..
so..hmms... only aft tt then i can hv badminton games wif u guys..sry abt tt..
will catch up wif alot of u guys soon.. cos i m srsly disconnected frm u all now...
hmms..my frens,classmates..juniors n ppl i love... srsly sorry..
aniwaes..i got a new fone lers..like finally..nw at least my phone gt games lers! =D though i dun plae..hahas..waste batt..
tts abt it i guess.. will update the whole blog aft getting laptop..cos i cant stand click-typing...
bt in e meantime tts all..
love u all..n cyas soon..byes~

2009-10-11T04:43:00.001-07:00

hellos all~
well.. although i said after exams..but decided to write something since i hv already logged on.
aniwaes.. o-levels is drawing near..hahas.. im not even supposed to b online at all..
if not that the SS answers will be in SMB,i wouldnt hv come online at all..
but sadly, the answers are not up yet..
now.. bz studying.. as usual.. mugging n mugging.. still got 8 more bio chapters before i can call it a day..T_T
im sure everyone out there is also mugging hard.. and im very sure everyone will do well n make it to the school of their choice..

glad to hv graduated. but i will really miss all my beloved frens and teachers!!
esp Mr Tay.. and Junie Jie! T_T... they're are like so nice..
i really respect mr tay alot n for junie jie..she has made me to love maths alot..=D
aniwaes...shall start mugging agn now.. will update on 13 nov...^^
jiayous all n bye~

2009-08-07T21:57:00.001-07:00

will only be updating after my exams!..so..till then!

2009-06-06T02:58:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
hahas... i finally finished watching BOYS OVER FLOWERS ytd..=D
the show is really nice XP... very unexpected twists here n thr.. n really emotional too..=D
really love this show lots... hahas.. nowadaes i keep listening to the songs frm tt show..
although its korean n i really cant decipher.. but.. the songs do bring up the scenes n the feeling it carries.. ^^
hmms.. i realised. tt everytime i watch this kind of show..it feels like my whole life brightens up..
i wonder the reason y.. but at least it keeps me happy..
life is thus so much more meaningful..=D
lee min ho n kim hyun joong are like...so cool...XP
the 5 of them...=D
Jan Di and Jun Pyo... the 2 main characters..^^...
they both look nice in this pic..XD..
Jan Di!!... She looks pretty here! =D
Ga Eul- Jan Di's friend..she's really pretty yea.?
JI HOO!!! he looks so much better with his haircut..=DDDDD
he's so cute!
loves him lots..^^
Jun Pyo!!! he's very good looking too.. XP...
i still feel he's cuter than jihoo though! =D

hahas...jihoo n jun pyo are my 2 fav characters..and jan di too..^^^^^^
this show is really nice..and i really like all the characters too...cheers...=D
can sae im really crazy over them... jus like many other girls too..hahas..=D im normal...XD

cyas all~ hv a good weekend... god bless...

2009-06-02T01:47:00.000-07:00

hohoho~
CL o-levels finally over..hahas.. was out ytd tt didnt hv time to blog..XP
aft the paper,went to vivo with jm,mel,sianyin,licheng,kar rui,samson..
shopped...but things there are really expensive despite the sales..hahas..
aniwaes.. im looking forward to 401class outing on 11 june..=D
cos i missed the bbq tt time..T_T
and the sentosa trip with jm they all..hahas..=D
oyas..btw,u noe..mr tang so nice.. he on the dae itself..gave us each a card he wrote fer us de..
so nice n sweet...=D hahas..
1 more thing.. mr tay gonna go fer eye operation lers..T_T..
mr tay is a nice teacher ok? i really respect him...he can still teach at his age..
a really clever person indeed..=D.. hope he recovers soon..
aniwaes..here are jus some overdue photos taken frm my senior n juniors' cameras..
some photos are still in my phone.. XP.. but i hvent gotten the usb cable yet..so..yea..sry..XP

tts all~ cyas~

2009-05-07T01:24:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
well nth much todae.. hmms..
got bak chem test 2 daes ago.. got a c5 this time..=XX
but im happy fer amaths paper todae.. =DD
hmms..mugging hard fer chinese now everydae..
im supposed to be typing in cl..but nvm.. too slow..lols..
im so worried abt my cl tt i dun think i will work as hard fer any other things though..
o well.. still i will try my best lars..
aniwaes..shall go do my cl now..hv a nice dae everyone... =D
cyas..loves... god bless..

2009-05-04T06:15:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
had ss exam todae.. tiring subject..
then.. had 4 hrs of break time.. played dai di fer 3hrs++
then listened music,slacked,solved sudoku..then slp..
went to hall fer el exam after tt.. paper 1 followed by paper 2
exams ended at 6+..reached home at 7pm+
head very pain.. overused brain cells le..hahas..
but anywae..at least the nxt exam is on 29 june...ample time to rest..
but not really also cos got O LEVEL CL!!!! nw tt el midyr is over..
its time to speak chinese every second now.. till july 2nd
hahas...k bahs..goodluk all for ur upcoming papers..cyas!

2009-05-01T05:23:00.000-07:00

yay! holidae todae.. so happy..hahas!
went out with jiaman,tang yang and ryan fer badminton..
though in the end,we played dai di instead..hahas!
had a fun time =D
then.. played badminton awhile.. but didnt really plae cos open court..
wind too big lers.. shuttlecock fly here n there..pek chek..so nvr plae..
then me and jm went hg mall.. ate at long johns..
then went shopping.. sadly.. the library didnt open..T_T
i miss storybooks.. all the romance books.. so long nvr read le..T_T
aniwaes..then..took bus home.. ate dinner.. copied SS essay..did tuition work n chem work..
hmms..hahas..=) a fruitful dae indeed.!
and i jus found out todae..that SS olevel n chem olevel on the same dae!!
egeog n phy on the same dae!!! argh!! die le.. brain will explode de..T_T
XPP.. hahas.. hv to buy graduation gifts fer juniors soon..! n make things fer them if i can find time.. =) Sry if i cant!
wait till aft 4th may.. then i every week save money..then should b able to buy le..=D
my juniors!! i really miss them lots..!! TT_TT
hope to c them real soon and catch up with them..
my dear grandson,my 2 daughters n their joshua papa...
study hard ok?
im waiting to hear the good results frm u guys yea? loves.. <3

2009-04-30T00:33:00.000-07:00

woohoo~~
finally can touch my computer...after weeks of resisting the temptation..
i miss the internet....hahas...jus finished my CL prelim todae..
well..i hope i did better this time.. jus hv to jyjy until 1st june and i can stop speaking cl..
u noe.. speaking cl is such a torture..o man..but im getting the hang of it..
at the same time..my el also cannot deteriorate...
hmms.. well.. jus hope i can at least get a a2 fer my both languages fer the prelims n mye.
and o level..hopefully an a1.. i will jiayous de..
aniwaes.. these daes..nth much..damn no life...
cos..i alwaes after school str8 go home le..then study..
i nvr step into bandrm or touch instrument fer very long le..
after my exams then sae... i long time nvr c my juniors all le..they also long time no c me le..
everydae..i like rushing through work..paying attention..
recess.. buy burger/bao go up class plae dai di..
and seriously..i love my home.. i love going home..its the best environment one can ever ask for..
hahas..SS exam coming up on mondae lers..XD..
JYJY ALL MY JUNIORS FOR UR MIDYR EXAMS !!
shall go do my homework now..cyas all~ love you guys!

2009-04-11T23:06:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
well... 11 daes since my last post.. o well.. wanted to upload the pictures on my blog..
but decided not to.. im lazy.. XP..
hahas.. im trying to borrow a camera phone so i can take pictures with my frens,juniors,seniors,bandmates..classmates...and outside frens..
haish.. no camera phone really difficult... cant keep e photos as memories...
T_T... so..o well..

these daes.. hv either been studying..or reading..or working out at gym..
u may sae.. no life.. o.o... but.. i think nowadaes i feel happier..=)
i will catch up with my mei and other frens aft my o-levels bahs..
cos really no time..forgive me..X)

aniwaes..cl prelim 1 wasnt really good..i will work harder for my cl de..
i mus fulfil my dream...=D
yay.. nowadaes im damn enthu n more optimistic le..
dunno is it becos im really determined to get something b4 i graduate..
i dun wan my parents' money spent on tuition and school to go to waste..
its their hard-earned money... money to buy me books to go to school..uniform..everithing..
mus make the money spent worthwhile.. so..
i mus start taking my life seriously.. studies.. ESP studies..
a certificate means so much in today's society..
i mus start treasuring everyone and everything in my life..
i mus live happy.. ppl around me mus live happy too..=)
and everybody will then find life worth living...^^
bye peeps!

2009-04-01T03:30:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
im back agn.. with my tagboard now...XP..
aniwaes.. todae was my syf... and the result is... GOLD WITH HONOURS!!
like.. omg... im really in a state of euphoria despite my tiredness...
it was a miracle.. a dream come true.. "there can b miracles...when u believe"
XD... thank you all seniors.. friends..and everybody hu sent me gdluk msgs n gave cards/letters..
really appreciate it...thank you.. and thank you everyone hu congratulated me too..^^
love all of u guys... <3

aniwaes.. todae went for nyp interview with some MOE dunno wad thing..
then..posed with soph n jiaman for the photoshoot.. and everything was done like..so late?
by e time i get home..its 5.30...T_T
hahas... finally...SYF IS OVER!!!!!!!!
mus chiong for studies lers... actl..i dont much work... i still caught up despite band..
cos i did in class whenever i hv time...hahas... now i very worried abt chem test..T_T
hvent read at all.. hmms.. nvm.. will jyjy... and also.. the homecoming dae..mus jyjy..
love my juniors..seniors..frens..everyone is my life...=D
thank you for making me a happy person.. n guiding me out of the dark tunnel.thank you..

for all the other performing grps.. i wish u all the best of luck..this time..i'll b supporting u all lers..! =D JIAYOUS!!!

2009-03-28T05:27:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
nth much todae..
woke up>band>tuition>home..

well.. todae...the band really sounded alot better than the past weeks..XP
although all of us very tired etc.. but with our persistent efforts,we've indeed improved.!
so..yea.. hahas... band has indeed affected my meal times..
and nowadaes..for the past week or so.. i've been eating more than before..
due to different times of dismissal etc.. o man..
im like eating... 2 sets of lunch and 2 sets of dinner on some daes..hahas
XP.. nvm... anw..ytd had napfa test.. erm... still ok.. but jus really worried abt the sit and reach..the killer..zzz..hahas...
really tired.. muscle ache all over..T_T.. lols
aniwaes.. theres band tml.. at 9am..
jus a few daes more.. and im relieved of the stress lers...
thank you my friends n classmates for the encouragement this time..
aft my syf.. it will be u guys lers..
we'll all work hard together yea? yay!
everyone <33>

现在我更明白了生命是短暂的，没有人能预料到未来会发生什么事，
但只要我们有活着的一天，我们就是幸福的。不管在生活上遇到多少点点滴滴，我们都要珍惜我们眼前所拥有的一切。。。

2009-03-23T07:29:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
well.. todae.. performed for 2 assembly..
yea.. then cl.. then end.. then lunch then band till 8.30pm like tt..
hmmms.. todae the band did sound better.. =DD yay...
and after the 2nd performance.. everyone was rather happy. though some mistakes here n there..
and on my wae to lunch.. kelly said the piece was a nice piece...XD
hahas... thx yea?
aniwaes.. i decide tt i will not do any work/ most of the work for these 2 weeks.. i will catch up frm 5th April... mus apologise to the teachers.. T_T... homework. haish...guiltyguilty...
but aniwaes.. sure things will b over soon...hahas..
suffered 3 physical injuries todae.. keep banging into things..sharp part of the fire extinguisher..tts like so pain..T_T... then fell dwn while climbing up the stairs.. can u believe it? T_T
haish haish... and i accidentally bit my lips while eating..~~~~~~~~~~~~
DIEDIEDIE... another ulcer../ ulcers..T_T.... SYF...HOW...SOBZZZZZ
i will put up the taggie board after SYF okaes? cos very bz..
and ltr ppl come talk crap in my tag board agn..i mus do something abt it also..soyea..
waste my precious time..XP.. so ...yeah!
goodnight earthlings... n hv a good dae tml!!! =D

2009-03-20T04:07:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
well.. todae went to wash instruments.. hahas...
was a fun dae too..
aniwaes.. short post for todae..
i got my phone back lers..!
dad sae he noes ppl nid contact me fer band stuff n nxt week the late practices..
so.. he sae give me bak.. but cannot exceed smses tis time..XPP
=D...
hahas.. shall go plae with the baby liaos..bb~~

2009-03-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

another dae!!...

tag replies..:

sherry-jk: thx..lols.. but this kind of ppl.. aiya.. the el standard so bad until cannot infer sia.. no nid waste breath on them de la.. gone case..
sherry-crapman/craplady: hahahas...same person lors.. ><>
sherry-jynnlyi: okaes.. thanks..i will stay as red as a cherry alwaes..love you too! ^^
sherry-gary: hahas.. dun worry.. im calm..=D

todae band so funny.. cant stop laffing..hahahas
ok.. u see...

Jynn lyi...my older daughter..is known as Gina..( mr kiang called her tt todae..! X))
Eugenia... my younger daughter.. is known as gardenia (sry if rong spelling.XP)
Zhiyang..my grandson... is known as Zhixiang now.. (mr kiang called him tt)
Joshua... my daughters' godfather... is known as stone.. (as he's alwaes caught stoning..)
hahahas.. n me? im a cherry!! XP
=DD nice names ehs? hahahas..
mr kiang kip calling wrong names..then kip doing funny things.. kip making us lafff..LOLS
great practice todae..^^

aniwaes.. yea.. but very tired.. and my classmates r going gym tml.ahhhhhh!!...T_T
anione free to go on sunday instead? or badminton? T_T

wad i wanna sae is.. i had a fun and fulfilling dae todae.. n im really happy..=)

okaes.. lastly.. abt the person hu tagged my tagboard ytd..
well..
wad i can sae to the person is...
tt person really has bad english!!!
so many ppl can infer frm my post.. tt it is nth offensive..
and yet some idiot can still tag on my tagboard crap?
tt person seriously nids to brush up on his/her english u noe?
i noe my english isnt tt good n my inferential skills not very good also...
but also nt tt bad can?
this is ridiculous n unreasonable..
like i said.. eat too much CRAP... tts y brain also become CRAP!!!!
get it..? or is my english not simple enuff huh? CRAP BRAINER!!!
think before u tok man..

NOTE!!!
my handphone confiscated by my parents..
so..i wun hv a handphone to contact u all/for u all to contact me.
erm.. call me on my hse phone if u got anything u nid to noe or anithing..sorry...

2009-03-18T05:44:00.000-07:00

HELLOS ALL~~ its gonna b a long post todae..XP
aniwaes..hv been going for band everydae..
SYF is jus around the corner... really tired.
n really.. todaes post is everiting abt band..

FROM MY POINT OF VIEW:
im really stressed out.really.. i hv been skipping my tuitions.. skipping.. not cancelling..
missing private tutoring with mr tay for phy.. cancelling all my dates with frens.. for band..
i nvr hesitate to heck care abt everithing n go for band.. bt y i do i feel like im nvr doing enuff?
i alwaes ask my juniors to come bak for sectionals n practise.. alwaes asking when they are free..
and i will hv sectionals on tt dae.. even im not free..i go becos they are free..
i dun care abt my plans..
ppl hv been asking me to go for badminton games.. going out for movies n shopping..
and ppl ask me to go study tgt or wad.. i rejected them..
unless it doesnt clash with band.. everithing..i also think of band 1st..
wad time i nid go for band..wad time i sectionals.. u can alwaes ask all my frens around me..
i alwaes cancel dates with them becos of band.. U ALL ASK THEM...
if i can stay 24/7 to practise with the band n section..i wun hesitate to agree u noe?
i will jus go str8 to the point.

TO:FRENS
hereby.. i shall sae..SORRY..my frens for not being able to go out with u all this time..
SORRY to my beloved classmates for pulling u all the avg phy score fer the class..
becos i feel tt i really pull u all dwn..sorry..really.. by scoring a 18/50..
my frens are all shocked by my results u noe? yeah..

ADDITIONAL STUFF:
my family financial status also has some problems now.. and i really wish i could help in somewae or another..but all i do these daes.. are jus.. band..home..slp..movies..
u noe WHY? COS WATCHING MOVIES HELP ME RELIEVE STRESS....

TO: MY HORN SENIORS
ok..nxt.. time to cool dwn now...hahahas..
aniwaes.. i really do love my juniors and seniors alot..
but sometimes.. i feel im being neglected..
its like... to my seniors... im jus a ghost/spirit there...
no place of existence or recognition...
u noe.. i feel really upset when my seniors sae "hi" to my juniors..n yet..
nvr bothered abt me at all..
mayb i wasnt committed to band in the past.. but tt doesnt mean i stay 4ever tt wae rite?
i keep trying n trying..n i alwaes get scolded..
criticised.. then hu acknowledge my efforts?
mr foo wrote on the board.."continue working hard n ENCOURAGE each other"
i feel like im being pushed into a well...seriously...
u noe..even a ""HIIII"" will jus set the mood for my dae?
i nvr dislike u all no matter how u all may dislike me..
mayb u all wun even read this msg..
becos u all dun care abt me.. i feel hurt ok?
if i dont care.. y will i even feel tt wae?
i really miss the times u all alwaes make everyone laff n everithing..
but im really like invisible to u all.. mayb i disappointed u all last time becos i didnt put in my best..
but i keep trying here... y doesnt anione c tt at all?
y alwaes only hurt me n throw me somewhere?
cant i even be taken as i existed at all?
this is the saddest thing tts plagueing my life now u noe?
its the only thing now tt makes me feel im totally worthless in this world...
it may mean nth to u all..but it means e world to me.. i really love n respect u guys.. needless to sae..i miss u guys too..

COMMENTS ABT BAND:
ok.. finally the last part.. well.. how i feel is tt..
our band doesnt hv enuff love,care,concern...understanding..
everybody is so individually segregated..
wads the problem? since when was there real encouragement u hear frm ur peers?
i alwaes sae JIAYOU to my section.. n some of them also sae the same thing to me..
some ppl in band also sae tt to me.. at least i feel.. i shouldnt let them down..
i now.. hear n see.. so many conflicts...discrepancies..everithing..
even internally.. sec4s/sec5s are stressed out...
if this is the case.. y did these happen? how can ppl help?
y nobody ever thinks?
like i said.. u all only see the flaws n imperfectness..
but where are the efforts and process that should b appreciated too?
everybody only think abt themselves.. nobody cares..
i go there. i see the sec5s..which are my seniors..i see them tear...
all of us.. keep our thoughts and feelings deep dwn inside us...
nobody wishes to uncover them.. and realise...
everybody looks happy..bonded.. but is tt really the fact?
once u do not hv a heart.. there goes everithing!!!!
with so many problems..discrepancies.. and lack of empathy n understanding...
WAD IS A BAND?

REFLECTION ON THE WHOLE THING:
i love everyone in band.. juniors..seniors..frens..practically everybody..
n i dont find anything rong with this post ok?
i feel wad i sae is right.. becos it is fact...? AND I ALR SAID... MY POINT OF VIEW..
its jus reflection u noe? tt u mus alwaes do.. =D
im sure ppl in band feel the same wae as me.. or mayb some points u may disagree though..
i edit the post until so short n sweet liaos.. there shouldnt b any complaints u noe?
so.. i dunno hu is the person in my tagboard.. tts typing..crap?
but.. im really considering the welfare n feelings of my band members here..
so..i feel the person hu tagged my tagboard..didnt really think thru wad i typed..
i did alot of thinking here u noe..
so..huever dun understand my "ku xin" or understand me at all.. pls jus..get lost..
press ALT F4 if u dun like my blog or dun wanna read..TY...i NVR force u all to read rite?
yea.. so.. its not my fault.. its not my fault..if my blog is a porn website rite?
cos u clicked it urself..yea...=D so yay..!
n i dun c anything tt will offend anione unless... yea..im kind of guessing it..
and i wun put my tagboard up becos i dun wan it to end up as a tagboard war agn..
so.. sorry ppl..to disappoint u all..but i will remove the tagboard fer the time being..
=D aniting can call/ sms me.. kaes...
goodnight everyone.. and hv a good dae ahead... loves everyone..<33333

pls reflect on everithing and take wad i said seriously..m i in the wrong at all?
i asked so many ppl liaos.. all also nvr sae i wrong wors..o.O
i seem to b the victim here u noe? hello ppl...open ur eyes!!!
do u even think as much as me when u type? or is it u type wadever u type jus becos it pisses u of?
there's no processing...!!! ur braining isnt working!!! THINK!!!!
bb.~~~

2009-03-08T06:44:00.000-07:00

hahas.hellos all~
yay.. todae finally sun.can rest..
but weekends alwaes pass so fast..
aniwaes.. went gym with fren todae..=D then had lunch and everithing..
hmms.. anione wanna go gym nxt sunday? can call me ok? cos fren going overseas..=(
oya.. jus telling u all..
nxt week.. the band camp.. i will b going on fridae..stay overnight until sat..
then i sat 1+pm leave...then go tuition..until 6pm..then 7pm i go bak sch..
then until 10pm like tt i go home..
so u wun c me on sunday.. sunday i going gym in the morning..
yea..tts all my plans..
so.. no one is gonna come stop me frm leaving or wad..
and mayb if noone pei me go gym tt sun..i wun b going..
i'll b staying at home studying my cl..
i noe ppl dun nid study..but i nid..cos dunno wad happened to my cl..dropped to b4 liaos..
some ppl still flaunting. and saying wad..."i got an a1 for cl"...
yea..i noe u got a1 for cl.. so wad?
i jus so happened to b weak in tt subj...tt doesnt give anione an excuse to sae tt infront of me..
yea... i mus strike a balance in life rite?
so.. pls respect my decisions ppl.. a balance of relaxing..working hard..n playing hard..
i relax when i run n use computer.. i work hard in cca,school n my family.i play hard when i go out with frens..=D
aniwaes.... mum looking for a baby to babysit..
SO...
ANIONE YOU NOE LOOKING FER A BABYSITTER PLS FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME...TY...

2009-03-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

hellos all~
1stly.. congrats to the ppl hu passed the auditions fer syf..=D
esp my juniors... !! <33>
lets all work hard towards syf ok? ^^
and to one of my juniors.. if u need me to help you thru cos not all has taken the auditions due to sports heats.. can alwaes sms me..n i'll b there ok?
and those who need help in work.. also can ask me when u all go bak to practise..
most of e daes i will go bak to bandrm..=D
and really happy todae though im tired out...
my grandma discharged frm hospital todae..^^
and also.. i realised that im a lucky person alr..
while sitting in mrs seetoh's car aft the competition..was wondering n thinking thru things..
well.. i hv a happy family.. great frens..great classmates..great juniors..great seniors..great gors,meis and dis...n mummy and jies...
i jus realised.. im a really gullible n naive person..
and this makes me vulnerable to threats..
i really hv to take note of the scary world outside man.. i shouldnt jus trust anione so easily..
haish..learnt my mistake le...
aniwaes..
i really wanna thank my classmates for comforting me ytd...thank you..
<33

2009-03-05T07:43:00.000-08:00

hellos ~
well..todae had band.. congrats to those hu got thru the auditions..
mine will be this coming sat..
i hope quickly audition finish.. cos got lots of things piled up for me..
and band camp is gonna be nxt fridae..
tml got phy test..
tml's test is gone.. cfmed.. cl prelim also gone..
totally GONE... gonna ask mr tang to help me thru fer the whole of nxt week i guess..
ppl still laffing at me getting a b4 for CL.. bleah..=X
haish haish... nvm..jyjy.. thx fer the frens n classmates hu hv been giving encouragement n support..
all performing arts grp ppl.. JYJY.. =D although alwaes very tired n slp in class..
but nvm.. we'll make it through the tough time..
aniwae.. the tan kah kee competition also this sat..ahhhhhh... wish me luck!!!! XP
now 11.45pm liaos.. hahas.. drank coffee again...o.o
really looking forward to tml's badminton during p.e..
can relieve stress.. ^^ very happy... release more endorphins.. wahahas..
ok..stop here for now.. bb all~
JY my juniors.. my daughter n my grandson... dont worry so much okaes.. loves. <33

2009-02-27T06:09:00.001-08:00

hellos all~
well... another week again..
really tired.. well.. results fer tests are still ok.. except fer phy n cl..not very satisfying..
but aniwaes... i asked the doctor y i keep hving ulcers all the time..
doctor sae tt its becos im too stressed..tt i should relax more..
and drink more water.. and avoid fried food..n slp more..
haish.. ulcers on tongue..on lips.. can go die le lars..
no nid plae instrument at all le lars..zzz
this thursdae audition somemore... i die le..how plae with like 4 or more ulcers?!
but if i cant plae tt dae becos of my ulcers.. then i will not get into syf rite?
haish... stress... if someone were to take my place..im sure the person cant take it for long too..
i really falling sick alr..
sorry my frens.. if i tend to hv serious mood swings these daes.. really sorry..
i rarely spend time at home nowadaes.. i really miss my bed alot..
u noe.. i should jus get my dad to sign a letter tt i will be sick..
there's band n tuition tml... and everything ends at 6pm..
rushing here n rushing there... dun even hv time fer a bite..
is tis wad sec 4 life is all abt?

2009-02-17T01:22:00.000-08:00

hellos all~
well... another week has passed..so fast..XP
valentine's dae was as usual like any typical dae..
hahas.. exchange of gifts...etc.. went out on fridae the 13th..
with mabel and frens to eat steamboat...wahahas..!
jiaman n sian yin made cupcakes..=D... Classmates gave cookies and candies..
And band juniors and frens gave goodies too..XP... thanks all for the treats! <3
todae's tue lers.. and o well. rescheduled my timetable liaos..
mon.. 4.45pm dismiss.. i go bandrm c if nid my help mahs..if alot of work..then i will not b staying.
tues.. cl tests + e only dae i can rest..
wed.. common test plus remedial plus sectionals..
thu band...fri sectionals n junior band. sat tuition plus band + lesson..
i think.. if its full band..then i going for cl lesson liaos.. all the sat lessons teach going through paper 2 things.. i cant keep missing rite? unless its sectionals..
then i lesson halfway i will go take sectionals de..
aniwae..
kind of getting used to this kind of tiredness liaos...
and a piece of good news!!!
my team got shortlisted for the Tan Kah Kee Awards!! XP..
and the interview is at A* star building on 7 march..
actually... rather happy..but also scared..o.o... our idea looks really dumb..
but nvm..SIMPLICITY!! =X
i hope everything turns out fine.. will jyjy de.=D wish me luck...
have a good dae all~

and btw.. let me sae this clearly... i will nvr like someone of a younger age than me.. nvr..and its "age".. so pls.. stop toking crap and asking for the gift that i gave to ppl for v dae and didnt give to you.. i hv a choice who to give things to on v.dae.. and these ppl are usually those tt i can get along better with/like them..etc.. i will not allow ppl whom i hv given the gift to.. to give someone else.. whom i do not want to give to.. the gift..if like tt..pls jus give me bak the gifts..i'll take them bak.. when i give something..i dun expect returns.. a smile is a present for me alr..
if i choose not to give..means i wun give..stop freaking trying to take tt frm my frens and other juniors... lets put this straight... i do not want to hear any of THESE FUCKING CRAP...live the life u want to live..i dont give a damn..u ask something from my frens or juniors..u are interrupting my life..so u better jus FUCK OFF...
i hv nvr looked upon u as a junior in band..let alone a fren...so stop PROMULGATING!!!
TAKE NOTE..WAD I HEARD MAY BE A PRIMA FACIE EVIDENCE...

DONT WORRY PPL!... IM TOKING ABOUT A SEC 3 IN BAND..
AND ITS NOT FROM MY SECTION.. REST ASSURED.. I LOVE MY SECTION MATES TOO MUCH TO SAE ALL THESE ABOUT THEM.. THEY REALLY BRING JOY TO MY STRESSFUL LIFE.. THANKS...LOVED..

2009-02-08T04:49:00.000-08:00

hellos all~
hahas... nice game..=D

(Twisted) Cooking Mama

Click here to play this game

2009-01-31T07:23:00.000-08:00

hellos all~
well.. busy... and will be busier..
i shall write out the things happening frm mon to sat bahs..
so..if i not free to attend aniting..dun blame me..
mondays,tue,thu : remedials to 4.15 / 4.45...
wed,fri : common tests...

alternate mon got combined brass...
tue : my probable self prac dae
wed : sectionals
thu : band
fri : sectionals with sec 2s
sat: band

WOW... nice schedule...o.O
and plus other tests to study for..and homework.. and tuition...hahas..
im really gonna die of exhaustion soon... but i shall persevere.. XP

2009-01-21T06:44:00.000-08:00

hi all~ though i noe nobody ever comes to my blog since everything is dead here...
but anw, my com miraculously worked after dad hit the CPU...
guess i was lucky bahs..
now..sec 4 le..have syf n o-levels...
actl..i am really very scared of wads up ahead..jus tt i dun show or sae anithing abt it..
im really afraid.. of all the setbacks,disappointment i may face..but well..
i have to do all this for my family..last yr's hol n everithing..made me really love my family alot now.. i c my mum n dad working so hard to keep the family going..
i want to contribute too.. n i noe only by studying that i can repay them..
i mus do well.. to support them.give them the enjoyment of life...
i realised.. one still can survive without companion...but one cannot survive without a family..
they are the ones who will stand by me right through... i want to b a good person n do them proud..lessen their burden..ensure that they dont hv to work so hard..
my mum takes care of a baby n a toddler now..n she's really bz..
my dad has become more bz also as he has more duties now..
i want to help them..i want to help my juniors do well..i want to obtain the SYF gold award..
i want to get straight A1s for my o-level..
everything seem so scary n so unobtainable.. i am tired...sure i am..
but still... i love love love my family alot...<3

2008-11-27T00:42:00.001-08:00

paiseh all~ almost fer a mth nvr blog anithing le..XP
aniwaes.. jus came bak frm hong kong on 25 th.. nov..
a trip with the band..hahas..
it was really fun!! =D
well.. basically,1st dae..reached there.. jus had tour around hong kong..
and.. slacked around.. well.. the hotel was great!! its big and has good services.=D
i shared a room with mabel.. hahas..
aniwaes.. then..the rest of the daes... went for school exchanges.. n i got to know some hong kong frens.. ^^ .. jus clicked really well with them cos im a cantonese..n it was really useful there..
then... one of the daes.. went to shop n tour..^^
4th dae was great...performed at disneyland.. which the band..as a whole..we screwed up..
but..aft tt.. we went to play the rides there..well..the only good thing abt disneyland..is...
the fireworks actually.. the fireworks there are great.. but the rides there suck..lols..
jus..not thrilling enuff i guess... my hong kong frens told me tt ocean park would hv been a better choice... hahas.. wad they said is true... lols.. =D
then.. since it was the last night being together.. we went up to the 41st floor... took pictures etc..of the view and etc..
our hotel has 61 floors by the wae..=DDD
then.. went bak to hotel room... drank n ate.. then..jus very tired...dozed off at 2am+..
hahas..
aniwaes.. i did call my family when i was in hongkong..^^ the climate there is great...
better than in singapore.. sometimes so warm..sometimes so cold..
i really enjoyed this whole overseas trip experience.. and it has really brought the band closer together.. ^^ well..
come bak singapore le..feel really weird..very bored.. cos its like..there's nth to do animore..
nothing to rush to...no destination... no company...jus.bored...=( ...
nvm... hahas..im sure every single one of the band members enjoyed this trip.. and i do wish everyone else...happy holidaes!! <3>

maybe indeed..i have recovered..after this trip..im more sure of myself that i have recovered..
my wound has slowly healed.. and im not going to hang on to it animore.. its time to.. forget n jus let go... =D im jus going to keep the changes n feelings to myself.. n not share it with anione..
i will not make a fool of myself agn.. not to b a slave to love agn.. i mus stand on my feet agn..
it was really so great in hong kong tt i dun even want to return here..my feelings are being pulled towards band already..and the ppl in it.. they are all great...=D yay..! i hv finally let go of the tormenting past.. tts been holding me bak... now.. i shall start anew as a happy girl agn!!~~

2008-10-29T06:50:00.000-07:00

hahahass!!!!
remember tt time i was so disappointed with my sister's 58/100 maths results?
and i saidi will make sure she frm 58 become a 85?
HAHAHAHAHA!!! she really got 85 home!!!
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
todae..i came home..mum said sis got 29/100... i was like... WAD?! preparing to scold her liaos..
but in the end,it was a joke... and she scored 85 for her maths..
hahahas...i helped her improve 27 marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
very happy... though not 100% pleased yet...bt i really managed to turn tt 58 to a 85 for my sis..(although every time i teach her,she also cried.. lols...)
=DD yay!!! nxt yr...pri 4 for her.. i gonna push her to get at least a 90/100..
seems impossible..but.. jus hv to kip pushing her.. bt..nxt yr..i also hv to push myself alot alot further.. seems like i dont really hv time to tutor her fer her exams..haish..
yet agn.. i can only teach her fer the end of yr de. her mid-yr exam..she jus has to study on her own..
but aniwaes... i felt a sense of achievement todae n im really happy for her..=DD
god bless all~ goodnight n thank god...

2008-10-18T07:04:00.000-07:00

hahas...had a great dae todae...
went out with mummy,my sis,and grandma..=DD
went to amk..hahas.. then shop and ate.. my grandma kip wanting to buy more food..
telling us to eat...lols! hahas..
aniwaes.. jus had a fun time todae..=DD eat n shop..^^
hope everyone hv a gd weekend..bbyes

2008-10-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

hahas..in the end.. i didnt go todae.. spent my time at home helping mummy..
aft todae's rest.. tml can start exercising agn lers.. =DD then nxt week badminton agn..hahas...
i hope everyone enjoyed their trip to east coast todae..=D
sadly.. i didnt go... =(
aniwaes.. these few daes jus really happy..dunno y also..
i've learnt to b more contented with my life.. hahas..
aniwaes..tis hols..i shall continue to do more drawings..
n... i nid to finish editing my poems.. cos tml..my tuition teacher taking a look at them..=D
hahas..hmms.. then.. mondae.. results coming bak..n O-lvl physics practical..
scary...T_T but nvm.. shall relax these 4 daes..
^^ shall go bak to watching videos lers..
aniwaes,downloaded maple patch liaos..but dun intend to plae..lols..=D
gdbye all n hv a nice dae~!

2008-10-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
well...todae.. went out with jm,jojo,ty,weikang..went to amk hub to watch century boys..
the show lasted for 2hr 20min like tt... lols...
but it was nice.. =DD although i didnt even noe wad kind of show i was watching at first..
hahas.. then went to shop around in amk hub.. bought 2 earrings..lols..
then...yea..went home...was very very tired... dunno y..
aniwaes..tml got 301 girls outing.. still deciding whether i going anot..
though i wish to go.. but doubt i will b going bahs.. cos really very tired liaos.. frm sat until now everydae either exercising or going out..lols...i shall take a break tml.. they'll b going to east coast to plae ball games,cycling.. plae cards.. etcetc...=D sounds exciting...
o well...should i go? hahas.. nvm...
hope everyone enjoy themselves tml! =DD
aniwaes, yeah! im happy.. becos.. i hv learnt to push everithing aside...
regardless of wad thoughts...=DD they shouldnt stop me frm being happy...hahahas..
and...this sat so exciting also.. gonna hv "kiss : the sequel" frm 7 to 9pm...
and got chelsea match also ..=DD nice..! n...i jus finished watching "fated to love you"
hahas.. tts a nice show.. i think it's even better than the e zuo ju er wen.."kiss:the sequel..n the 1st series also"
mayb i very outdated.lols.. these shows jojo,jm watch le..but then i now then finish watching..
lols...cos of work work work n exams exams exams..hahas...
aniwaes.. the love story in "fated to love you" is really nice..=D...
the show is shown on chnl 56 on wed,thu,fri frm 7 to 8pm..=D
then the kiss:the sequel is shown on chnl 56 on sat 7 to 9pm...
hahahas... all nice shows..=X... ok..im getting crazy.. but u noe...
their storyline... is like...showing everything..that i hv felt before..
n how much pain the person has to go through..and in both stories, the gal suffers alot alot...
the feelings n emotions portrayed..really touched my heart..becos i can feel myself in their shoes..being hurt the same wae as they are in the show...
"fated to love you" is a better show becos..its has more meaning.. n significance to me..
tts wad actl cheered me up all the wae.. during this entire time...both the shows..
cos.. sometimes...i watch until really tired..or sometimes..i.. c the character's experience..make me think of myself..then really cheered me up cos all hv happy endings..
n the couples r all cute..n all their problems n conflicts faced also surface..=DDD
hahas..mus thank jojo,gorgor n jm fer recommending me the shows..thanks!~
hv a nice dae all~~ god bless...

2008-10-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

hellos all~
hahas...these few daes hv been really fun..=DD
well.. on sat,i went out with my seniors n juniors then we played blind mice..=D
then...sun..bz exercising at home..n surfing the net..
then... mondae,played badminton with yanlin,michelle,samson,wenqi...
hahas...damn tired..XP... but had fun.. aniwaes,then..
tues,went out with michelle,esther,yanlin to shop at bugis n cp..=D
then..todae..had interhouse games.. ^^ my team won...yeah!
aniwaes..then stayed with the juniors for their cca...=D
then...hmms... came home..^^
n..tml.. no nid go sch!! hahahas...going out with jm they all~yay!!
but im really tired..T_T... lols.. over-exert liaos..=X
so..this week was pretty fun..=D
but..todae abt dismissal time like tt..
i got very upset agn..cos dunno wad happened? right after physics class..?
i dont know also.. but i jus know things arent going so well..
aniwaes... i cant deny the fact that i cant forget a single thing that happened in e whole process..
i jus cannot forget anithing...cant get it out of my mind..
tts y im feeling so sad.. u noe..ppl sae time heals..
n i m the one hu advised the others..
yet.everyone healed frm their wounds..but i did not...
wonder how...wonder why...
some things jus cant b explained..so complicated..so confusing...
tt u really dont know how to believe... whether was it a dream..or is this reality..
in dreams.i alwaes c the bad things..sufferings.disasters...killings...deaths...
but in reality.. it is as cruel as tt.. but i hv nvr seen it with my own eyes...
sometimes..i wish i could noe the answer to some things...
feelings..thoughts.. wad the other person is thinking...? i really wonder...now it seems..all my hope has perished... but still.. m i to forget n start anew? or can i carry on.. holding on to something that i may not get..is it worth the wait? my heart tells me yes...
but my mind tells me no.. yes becos of love.. no becos of very practical reasons..
all this time.. mayb i fail to admit.. mayb i alwaes sae tt i dontcare anymore..
but in actual fact..wadeva he does.. i still feel something.. sadness,anger...happiness..
im not supposed to feel any of them..by right.. but yet.. i cant stop my emotions..
i cant control my feelings.. mayb some ppl tink im dumb n stupid..
but sometimes.. for tis,i hv to b looked upon as a fool.. becos.. i follow my heart..

2008-10-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

as i went blog surfing..
forget it...i alr no mood at all liao.. blog surfing only spoils my mood..
forget it lars... i todae so happy..become now so sad..i wan try to b happy...
the world jus wun let me.. FORGET IT!! jus let everything die....bye

2008-10-10T05:26:00.000-07:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRR!!!!
finally finally finally finally finally!!!!!!!!!
immediately put all my books and papers in the storeroom when i reached home..=DDD
damn tired out by all the mugging the past weeks and the weeks b4 that...
todae when i finished e geog paper n it was time's up...paper collected..everyone cheered..XD
so happy..XDDDDD aniwaes... todae..rush here and there...lols... damn tiring...
i hope everyone also celebrate the end of exams happily too!!!
yay!!! i also wish..a classmate of mine..to get well soon... really hope to c him in class agn with his jokes..=D jiayous...301 supports you...!
you noe... exams r over..n guess wad..i lost my voice todae...T_T... sadded...
nvm... i shall work on my recovery.. now finally can use com liaos...
dunno how long i nvr touch the com lers.. and can finally love my bedroom more..
exam time alwaes..aft sch come home..study..sleep..wake up..eat..study...sleep...then exam..
now...can feel the keyboard!!!!!! omg!!! so great!!!
i noe im crazy..but i really very stressed up fer the whole time..now can relax abit...
i can carry on with my research on different illnesses lers...finally...
waited so long..and...i found out some medical conditions tt r worth researching...
it alwaes good to advise ur family n friends...on wad they should consume or avoid...
ever since my mum fell sick tt time..n almost admitted to hospital...
i went to read up on her condition...well..no harm knowing more..
hmms...so..i shall carry on with my research...i shall plae computer games too..i shall draw more pictures..i shall write more poems...=DD drawing n writing can relieve stress..

LASTLY.. I WISH EVERYONE GOODLUCK AND ENJOY UR HOLIDAES... WHILE U STILL CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LETS CELEBRATE THE END OF EXAMSSSSSSS!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDD